Tuesday, March 23, 2010

no sleep and expectations

as you may or may not know im a trucker and i travel the lower 48 states and in doing so im rarely if ever in the same place for more than a night. example. i picked up my load in green bay WI. and im now in Louisville KY. see what i mean? and it gets a little rough when i drive over 500 miles and then im expected to do other things while i exhausted. im not complain g im just saying that there are times when im so tired all i wanna do is sleep until i get through sleeping and that is rare in and of itself.
       i say all of that to say this. i love what i do and having my lil one with me is more of a blessing than i can ever put into words and the expectations do not come from her they come from me and i cant live up to them. i took on the responseability and it seems that i am letting her down at almost every turn and that is simply unacceptable to me so on that note i need to rest a bit before heading to florida so i will leave you with this...have ypu ever noticed that peter o toole has a double phallic name???

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